This song was realease July 28. My last birthday with her was July 31. She past Aug 3. All three days apart. I know you’re up in heavenBut damn it hurts like hell‘Cause I’d just be pretendingIf I said anything elseAnd I know God don’t make mistakesBut this sure feels like oneThat won’t change the …
Thank you for all the love and support. I am blown away by everyone who showed up. So many people told me of I needed an ear or someone to talk to tonight to call them. But I can’t remember who said that.Now I know why mom wanted the shortest viewing possible.When I was there …
I’ve been finding hand written letters mom wrote different people. As selfish as this is, I was feeling like I can’t find any for me. And I was sad. I go into box from Christmas with gifts and I find this calendar. She very rarely baught me a calender. But I knew this was her …
Thank you for all the love and support. I am blown away by everyone who showed up. So many people told me of I needed an ear or someone to talk to tonight to call them. But I can’t remember who said that.Now I know why mom wanted the shortest viewing possible.When I was there …
Have you ever thought about this?In 100 years like in 2123 we will all be buried with our relatives and friends.Strangers will live in our homes we fought so hard to build, and they will own everything we have today. All our possessions will be unknown and unborn, including the car we spent a fortune …
Upon cleaning out my bag tonight: I did not find what I was looking for… But I found these …My mom’s earrings.When they thought she was having a stroke turned out too much pain meds, they transferred her to the closest hospital.This hospital was nasty. But the technician saw that I was waiting outside the …
The first time I went into her room since mom past to go look for something. And the first bag I pull out… Has this right on top. She had to have done this over 10 years ago. I can’t read it… Because I know of I do… I won’t be able to function the …
I posted this 4 years ago Don’t sure if memories is going to be a good or a bad thing for me…The cancer center handed out coloring pages. I would sit with her during treatment. Because she would fall asleep she gave it to me to do.She loved me simply being there with her.We would …
Mommy’s websiteThis isn’t what her website was supposed to be used for.Here we are…Threw this website together in a matter of 12 hours.Not the most perfect, but it’s functional. Should have been using this from day 1.







