Feeling like I would be better off if I just started my life over again where no one knows me.
I can’t even begin to tell you how many times I’ve gotten the “now that moms gone, now what are you going to do?” Even from professionals. I don’t know – grieve… Find ways to honor mom’s lecgecy, puppy and kitty sitting (she was so proud and supportive of that business. She was our first …
My mama If there was a song to capture our relationship… It’s this one!!! So amazing how this woman Here loves meIt’s so amazing how this Woman here protects meShe’s a Queen and man that Smile is a true BlessingShe gave us life and sacrificedWithout us askingDon’t know how she did itBut she always made …
Tonight, my second mother took me out to spend some time together. She had a ballet class. We show up to the ballet class, she introduces me as her daughter. The studio was in the same shopping center mom used to take me to the dentist in. and I was instantly triggered as mom used …
Hinsight is always 20/20. I always did my best to live with no regret. But boy are the regrests storming in… Listening to the audios I have of her leading up to her passing, all she wanted at Disney was Breakfast with Mickey and watch the fireworks. I could have planned a 2 day vacation …
I have to say I am blown away by the love and support. I simply message people I know would know answers about mommy, or help with googling something i know they are good at, even proofreading her obituary for me, and they are right on! Thank you does not cut it! Thank you all …
Oh This picture….If there was a moment in time where from my perspective “is my mother” and “was in her prime” from my memory it was during this time. Right before she got sick.This picture … Encompasses her love for me…This picture has had me crying for hours …One picture…Oh to have one of those …
Just got back from the funeral home. We know the what we don’t know the when. We are needing paperwork to be finalized which won’t happen until Monday. What we do know there will be 1 evening 2 hour viewing in either Patchogue or center moriches. There will be a service at her church -holy …