Today I slept in – like did not wake up until 4ish. Daddy came out to help me start packing. I packed the cook books and the family board games. Left a handful here. Daddy and I then went out to get me wendy’s as I was becoming an emotional roller coaster. We then went …
Today was my first day of fun without mom. First was the ronkonkoma street fair. This was the last street fair I went with mom. It said on Facebook that she was interested in going. Last year’s memories she found the democrats senators table where she offered to volunteer for Gordon. That was also the …
Today I made it to Temple! Which was deffinately the accomplishment for the day. It was very difficult being in church today. Though the message was what I needed to hear about, having faith when everyone comes against you. I came home and went back to sleep for many hours. I then walked up to …
Today we woke to a phone call from a job prospect for Anthony. This is the job that had emailed Anthony and said he had the job. He told mommy that he got the job days before she past. But they wanted to start after Labor Day. We get a call at 8:30 am that …
Today marks one weeks since we laid moms body to rest.4 weeks since her spirit went to walk the streets of gold.Today we received her death certificate. Today I got my car’s oil change done and inspection. I need breakes and tires, said I could get another couple thousand miles on them so the next …
Today I feel like I’m living an altiniate reality. Like she’s just at the Drs or away visiting family. She will be home soon. I never dreamed of a life where my mom would not be here. A life where she won’t get to meet her grandkids on this side of heaven. I always knew …
Mommy’s websiteThis isn’t what her website was supposed to be used for.Here we are…Threw this website together in a matter of 12 hours.Not the most perfect, but it’s functional. Should have been using this from day 1.
Today was the first day back to our faith family since mom left this earth. Where they said a blessing over me.Today is communion.Instinctively I grabbed three, as I would bring one home to mom so she could have communion while she watched her church service.The last night she was at home was holy Thursday …






