I woke up today feeling like I was not going to get anything done, and really did not want to get out of bed. Anthony braught me breakfast in bed which was left over chicken legs from 2 nights ago. All night last night I could not sleep over the idea of possibly loosing my …
She did not clean her email out and was getting a notification that her storage was full. So I embarked on cleaning out her email. What I found, confirmed what I knew of my mother. She had lots of emails from the democratic party using different names. She mentioned she hated her email, I wonder …
Took Anthony to a job interview in hauppauge where he was ridiculed for wearing a suit. We went out to lunch together at chipole and bought daisy a toy and food from Petco. Updated this blog and social media with posts from my personal page. Talked with moms friend Lynn and made arrangements for this …
Today I woke up late, I got a restless night’s sleep. Anthony mis-read his job interview email and thought he had a job interview today in a matter of 2 hours. We hear from the other one tomorrow and he has another job interview. The one he told mommy he had gotten. I attempted to …
Today I slept in – like did not wake up until 4ish. Daddy came out to help me start packing. I packed the cook books and the family board games. Left a handful here. Daddy and I then went out to get me wendy’s as I was becoming an emotional roller coaster. We then went …
When Packing the cookbooks and packing the family board games, I sent daddy home with three boxes of each. I could not help but laught at the irony.
Today was my first day of fun without mom. First was the ronkonkoma street fair. This was the last street fair I went with mom. It said on Facebook that she was interested in going. Last year’s memories she found the democrats senators table where she offered to volunteer for Gordon. That was also the …
Today I made it to Temple! Which was deffinately the accomplishment for the day. It was very difficult being in church today. Though the message was what I needed to hear about, having faith when everyone comes against you. I came home and went back to sleep for many hours. I then walked up to …
Tonight’s Shabbat was the first one with our in memory of mom. The bouquet of roses I got from king kullen had three colors, yellow, pink and red.