Even with me spending as much time with my mom, ,there are still days I want to get to know her more… Those are the moments that I truly call grieving mom… What I used to do when she was alive on this side of heaven, I would go into her room and ask her …
Today was the first day since mom past that I actually went to go call my mother’s phone … Only to have the phone in my bag ring and I actually questioned where is mom for a split second. Daddy was involved with a hit and run. He appears to be ok. But mommy would …
I’ve been finding hand written letters mom wrote different people. As selfish as this is, I was feeling like I can’t find any for me. And I was sad. I go into box from Christmas with gifts and I find this calendar. She very rarely baught me a calender. But I knew this was her …
Upon cleaning out my bag tonight: I did not find what I was looking for… But I found these …My mom’s earrings.When they thought she was having a stroke turned out too much pain meds, they transferred her to the closest hospital.This hospital was nasty. But the technician saw that I was waiting outside the …
The first time I went into her room since mom past to go look for something. And the first bag I pull out… Has this right on top. She had to have done this over 10 years ago. I can’t read it… Because I know of I do… I won’t be able to function the …
I posted this 4 years ago Don’t sure if memories is going to be a good or a bad thing for me…The cancer center handed out coloring pages. I would sit with her during treatment. Because she would fall asleep she gave it to me to do.She loved me simply being there with her.We would …
Memories with mom: I remember when her dad died back in 02, he had gotten so many flowers we could not fit them all in the viewing room. Because it was a military cemetery we could one bring one floral arrangement. My mom would go on and on about how much a waste of money …
Today was the first day back to our faith family since mom left this earth. Where they said a blessing over me.Today is communion.Instinctively I grabbed three, as I would bring one home to mom so she could have communion while she watched her church service.The last night she was at home was holy Thursday …
Today’s mama memory:It must have been over 10 years since we were in a pool. She would wear a leopard bathing suit and a giant t-shirt over it. Her arms and legs are so tiny that they would go what felt like 100 miles per hour. She would swim like a dog, pushing her arms …
Today’s Memory of mom:Back when I was in elementary school, my mom fell on ice and tore every ligament in her leg. They told her she will never walk again. It took 2 years of physical therapy, but she walked again.Physical therapy works. Ever since that day, I always made sure there was ice meant …