Today’s accomplishments. After my car has been sitting there for months as I was using moms to drive to and from the hospital. The car barrary died. Called roadside they came and replaced the battery. Because the inspection is up, I called my mechanic and said I needed to drive as many miles as possible. …
I miss my mom. When I could not sleep, I would go in her room for a hug and she would normally wake up. And we would both talk about everything until one of us could not stay awake any longer. I wish I could go in her room right now and talk to her.
When you start cleaning and you find cotton candy you never gave her. She asked for cotton candy in June too. But I wanted her better first. Just like mother daughter… Finding gifts after the fact that we hid from each other.
Today I feel like I’m living an altiniate reality. Like she’s just at the Drs or away visiting family. She will be home soon. I never dreamed of a life where my mom would not be here. A life where she won’t get to meet her grandkids on this side of heaven. I always knew …
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Daisy was Mommy’s black and white cat. That she got about 11 years ago. Before mommy past, she told me to give the cat to the neighborhood cat lady-Bobby. I told her that I wanted to keep her. Mom called her , her other Princess. Anthony calls her Daisy Dukes. Last night, Mommy’s cat took …
I was disappointed that I was never able to bring mommy home since she went to the hospital on April 7 (good Friday). Because all the funeral arrangements were out east we were not able to drive by where she currently resided. We come home from the funeral, and these flowers are on our street …
Memory of mom: in recent times, Anthony and i observe Shabbat with challah bread. We would make French toast with the challah bread. This weekend was the first time we did Shabbat in a while. It brought back memories because every time we made French toast mom would always have some. She loves French toast. …
Tonight, I mustered up the strength to walk to the supermarket. The manager who knows us, asked if I was ok. I said no. She said what’s wrong I said mama past. She said she knew. I asked how did she know she said I saw the look. And gave me a hug. Offered words …
