So the complex started renovating the apartment complex parking lot today.
Today would have been nana’s birthday. I messaged the family saying its a hard day for all. They went on and on about their mother, but they can’t talk about the memories with my mom? They can acknowledge that I lost my mother?!
I drove Antony to work and got him breakfast.
Though I hate that mom isent here, I am so glad she isent here for this as both sides of the parking lot are being redone and its a tripping hazard for me. Mom would have lost her shit, causing more stress.
I also had mom’s neighbor yell at me because mom left a note on his car that she would have his car towed if he parked in her spot again. Not even realizing she wasnt here any more like the other neighbors have.
I visted Vonnie again today. Found out her name means brave. She most certainly is brave. Though she was aleep when I got there as I got there late today.
While I was praying I had a text convo with my mothers husband that told me not once but three times that he will do what is fair weather I like it or not. Fair? To whom? I don’t like this. Me and dad think its time for a lawyer. Once that happened, I unfortunately did not get anything done. Did not finish my prayers. I went home and fell asleep. Waking up to random bitemarks that look like pimples. SIGH!!!!!!!!
I am scared!