I drove Anthony to work again, got him breakfast and energy drinks.
He got his desk at work, they got him a standing desk. I am a little jealious. It is absalutly awesome.
I visted Vonnie, the cat at petco again.
I got together, finally, since mom past, with my high school music teacher that turned me onto music and singing at a young age. I felt bad with my music teach as I was all consumed with what going on with my mother husband and the life inssurance. She told me to contact an elder law attorney.
While I was there, I ran into someone I knew from upper room. Ashley. She also lost her mother a couple of years ago and reicently had a house fire. She was very encouraging. She pretty must told me I need to fast for a place.
I picked up Anthony from work and headed home.
I then packed up the sheets, as I woke up with bites all over my ankles. Decided to walk to the laundrymat as they are working on the parking lot.
I talked with Joey who said not being able to pay the rent isnet mom’s husband’s problem.
I also talked to my real step dad, who told me that he is struggling as this is not the dave he knows. That he will try to talk to him, but he does not think he will. He also accused me of being to full of anger. Not talking to him rationally. That I antagonized him. That the only way to resolve this is to talk to him. I told him I blamed myself for mom marring him. He told me I assumed again. I pretty much told him everything but the fact that Dave told me that if I was of age, it would be me that he would be marring not mom. I told him that because of Dave’s broken promises, I got fired from my job. So the unspoken agreement is that he would pay the rent while I took care of mom. To now not only not pay the rent but take what is mine… how is this fair… and I sure hope you are right…that hew ould not do something like this because evidence proves otherwise.
I came home, I fell right to sleep!