I am loved without rival.
I am uniquely loved.
I am beautiful.
I am a diamond.
I am going to do it anyway.
Last week concluded a women’s Bible study at Smithtown Gospel Tabernacle. The more and more I reflect on what has occurred and the lesions that have gotten deep within my being, the more and more I am marveled and in wonder of how Yahwah moved and orchestrated every detail.
The book/Bible study was “without rival” and “Adamant” by Lise Bevere. The week of the first gathering, I was burnt out on every level, tring to find an aid to assist with mom. With the help of the prayers of so mighty women and continuing to go even when I did not feel like it, resulted in some very real revelations for me.
“Without Rival” was about being loved without rival and being uniquely loved.
In the middle of the study one two completely separate occasions two women told me to buy a mirror and to write what Yahwah says that I am. I bought a mirror from five below and used my market from my stamping and wrote “beautiful” on it.
At the end of the book without rival there is a segment that talks about “Doing it anyway”. That became my mantra and my new life mission. Yahweh put a message on my heart, so do it anyway. It is not about the destination, its about the journey. So do it anyway. It is all done for His glory, not yours, do DO IT ANYWAY!!!!
Adamant is about a diamond. He is adamant, therefore I am adamant. I am adamant, beautiful, unmovable, unshakeable, powerful, tender and filled with fire.
Right before we got to this book and about the visual of the diamond, I actually mentioned to my counselor that I feel like I am a diamond, the gem has always been there, I am just dusting off all the debris. (This was when I asked my family about how they saw me as a little girl.)
The leader of the women’s gathering handed out these plastic diamonds to remind us all that we are His adamant.
