Today is the first day Ive felt anger towards mom’s passing where I could actually envision myself throwing my Bible. Anger towards how could mommy continue to complain to me to her family.Anger towards I know she was planning on moving to ohio out of survival. How could she abandon me like that?Anger towards the …
Month: September 2023
I drove Anthony to work again, got him breakfast and energy drinks. He got his desk at work, they got him a standing desk. I am a little jealious. It is absalutly awesome. I visted Vonnie, the cat at petco again. I got together, finally, since mom past, with my high school music teacher that …
So the complex started renovating the apartment complex parking lot today. Today would have been nana’s birthday. I messaged the family saying its a hard day for all. They went on and on about their mother, but they can’t talk about the memories with my mom? They can acknowledge that I lost my mother?! I …
Today we made it to church late but it was Rosh Hashanna or Shana tova. We had a great time of fellowship after. Then we went to check out some trailer homes and bunker valley. We went to cookeys deli. Grabbed some sandwiches. I was disappointed as I wanted honey cake. But we left after …
Today was Anthony’s first day at the new job. His schedule works perfectly to be able to to both. They are also very liengqnt there. He had to take the power cord for work so I ran errands. I got daisy a new bed and bowls. Hopefully we can use bowls for her food instead …
Today was all about getting Anthony ready to start his job tomorrow. Anthony missed mens breakfast and we missed the aradome picnic that a friend at church has been inviting us to. Anthony ate a whole box of oatmeal cookies. Lending his Suger to be so high it was unreadable. Causing him to spiral out …
I picked up moms hope chest from storage. The intent is to be able to put the things of hers I want to keep in it. I got my face waxed. I picked up copies from the print shop. I went to the supermarket and picked up soda for church. I made it to church …
Woke up to Anthony getting a call that he got offered the job at a meat packing plant as their marketing director. That put me in a tail spin. Went to Dunkin with Anthony where we talked about it. He said he could completely understand. I cleaned the top of the microwave cart. Moved the …
Today I made it to chevut meetings at Temple with out Anthony. Today, I managed to pray and journal for the first time in a while. Today I managed or organize all my IG accounts. I have 20 of them – well 15. Holy smokes. I started organizing all my emails as well. I have …
Today was Anthony’s first day teaching as an instructor for a private collage. Mommy would have been so proud of him. Granted Anthony got the job that he did not get to tell her he got, but he got the job that she REALLY wanted him to get. When she heard that he would be …