Why are supermarket so damn hard?!Weather we went to that location together or not… 😢She will never buy me another container of blueberries again.We will never buy a container of raspberries or watermelon to share for the car ride home. The way her two finger grabbed the fruit was that of a claw game at …
So 15 hours after my mother passed, we had a dog sitting / house sitting gig that booked a month out. It was extremely difficult going, but it was also a blessing as being outside of my mom’s living environment , every little thing did not trigger me. One dog in particular, would chase its …
Feeling like I would be better off if I just started my life over again where no one knows me.
Hinsight is always 20/20. I always did my best to live with no regret. But boy are the regrests storming in… Listening to the audios I have of her leading up to her passing, all she wanted at Disney was Breakfast with Mickey and watch the fireworks. I could have planned a 2 day vacation …
Oh This picture….If there was a moment in time where from my perspective “is my mother” and “was in her prime” from my memory it was during this time. Right before she got sick.This picture … Encompasses her love for me…This picture has had me crying for hours …One picture…Oh to have one of those …
Just got back from the funeral home. We know the what we don’t know the when. We are needing paperwork to be finalized which won’t happen until Monday. What we do know there will be 1 evening 2 hour viewing in either Patchogue or center moriches. There will be a service at her church -holy …
All I want to do is call the facality to make sure mom is ok… 😭 and/Or call her to say good night…. 💔 Like I did every night … Mama…