That’s the thing, for me, grief has left me speechless. From a girl who loves to sing, dance, and love with her whole being. From a girl who started talking later then what was expected and needed speech pathology as a child. My mother would often joke, she wouldn’t talk until she was 6, but …
I have been needing to contact people that mom is receiving mail from to ask them to stop, or to change the address.One of the saddest things is I called her church to change her address. I won’t mention their name out of respect for them. They acted like they did not know mom, after …
Today was the first day since mom past that I actually went to go call my mother’s phone … Only to have the phone in my bag ring and I actually questioned where is mom for a split second. Daddy was involved with a hit and run. He appears to be ok. But mommy would …
Today was Anthony’s first day at the new job. His schedule works perfectly to be able to to both. They are also very liengqnt there. He had to take the power cord for work so I ran errands. I got daisy a new bed and bowls. Hopefully we can use bowls for her food instead …
Today was Anthony’s first day teaching as an instructor for a private collage. Mommy would have been so proud of him. Granted Anthony got the job that he did not get to tell her he got, but he got the job that she REALLY wanted him to get. When she heard that he would be …
Today, Mom’s childhood friend came out to pay for Mom’s gravestone. I am blown away by her generosity and her heart. How because she loved my mother so much, she wanted to help what was important and what my mother treasured – which was me. First and foremost, here we go again – I did …
Quote from yesterday’s update: Anyway, tomorrows plans are to call zippp box to see about getting some stuff. Especally mom’s hope chest. Loook into the house cleaning thing. Get supplies together. Maybe order Melaluca. Make sure mom’s number transfers to the new phone. Help Anthony with his lesson planning for the collage class he is …
I woke up today feeling like I was not going to get anything done, and really did not want to get out of bed. Anthony braught me breakfast in bed which was left over chicken legs from 2 nights ago. All night last night I could not sleep over the idea of possibly loosing my …
Took Anthony to a job interview in hauppauge where he was ridiculed for wearing a suit. We went out to lunch together at chipole and bought daisy a toy and food from Petco. Updated this blog and social media with posts from my personal page. Talked with moms friend Lynn and made arrangements for this …
Today I woke up late, I got a restless night’s sleep. Anthony mis-read his job interview email and thought he had a job interview today in a matter of 2 hours. We hear from the other one tomorrow and he has another job interview. The one he told mommy he had gotten. I attempted to …