In the midst of the storm…
Hinsight is always 20/20. I always did my best to live with no regret. But boy are the regrests storming in… Listening to the audios I have of her leading up to her passing, all she wanted at Disney was Breakfast with Mickey and watch the fireworks. I could have planned a 2 day vacation …
I have to say I am blown away by the love and support. I simply message people I know would know answers about mommy, or help with googling something i know they are good at, even proofreading her obituary for me, and they are right on! Thank you does not cut it! Thank you all …
Oh This picture….If there was a moment in time where from my perspective “is my mother” and “was in her prime” from my memory it was during this time. Right before she got sick.This picture … Encompasses her love for me…This picture has had me crying for hours …One picture…Oh to have one of those …
Just got back from the funeral home. We know the what we don’t know the when. We are needing paperwork to be finalized which won’t happen until Monday. What we do know there will be 1 evening 2 hour viewing in either Patchogue or center moriches. There will be a service at her church -holy …
As a person who is grieving, I want to say to you, you don’t need to know what to say. Because the ability to process them is extremely limiting. Knowing I’m not alone, that people are thinking of me and are simply here “holding the space” is all I could ask for. I wish I …
Random lesson learned: the right toilet paper is silkier and softer then tissues.
All I want to do is call the facality to make sure mom is ok… 😭 and/Or call her to say good night…. 💔 Like I did every night … Mama…
Mommy and me loved to do Arts and crafts things together. One of her co-workers had a crafting night where we made advent calenders. This is deffintaely a memory I will forever treasure.