Memory of mom: in recent times, Anthony and i observe Shabbat with challah bread. We would make French toast with the challah bread. This weekend was the first time we did Shabbat in a while. It brought back memories because every time we made French toast mom would always have some. She loves French toast. …
Month: August 2023
Tonight, I mustered up the strength to walk to the supermarket. The manager who knows us, asked if I was ok. I said no. She said what’s wrong I said mama past. She said she knew. I asked how did she know she said I saw the look. And gave me a hug. Offered words …
Have you ever thought about this?In 100 years like in 2123 we will all be buried with our relatives and friends.Strangers will live in our homes we fought so hard to build, and they will own everything we have today. All our possessions will be unknown and unborn, including the car we spent a fortune …
Mother daughter angels. And mommy’s lights up. How perfect!So the purple angel was the last gift my mother gave me for my birthday 3 days before she past.I’ve been cryig ever since I got home from the funeral. Now that mommy’s body has been laid to rest, now begins life with out her. And all …
Rest well! One purple because of the color of royalty and my favorite color.One blue because the night I walked out the hospital when she past. I wanted to get get a blue rose. Plus that was her favorite color.One yellow the yellow flowers in the hospital made her happy. But also the closest to …
This song was realease July 28. My last birthday with her was July 31. She past Aug 3. All three days apart. I know you’re up in heavenBut damn it hurts like hell‘Cause I’d just be pretendingIf I said anything elseAnd I know God don’t make mistakesBut this sure feels like oneThat won’t change the …
Thank you for all the love and support. I am blown away by everyone who showed up. So many people told me of I needed an ear or someone to talk to tonight to call them. But I can’t remember who said that.Now I know why mom wanted the shortest viewing possible.When I was there …
I’ve been finding hand written letters mom wrote different people. As selfish as this is, I was feeling like I can’t find any for me. And I was sad. I go into box from Christmas with gifts and I find this calendar. She very rarely baught me a calender. But I knew this was her …








